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Someday We Will All Find Peace
October 11, 2006
Written with unending love for my sweet Angel Melissa
and to all the angel Mommies.
I know the hole in your heart,
I share it with you.
I know the dreams of lost time with your babies
I dream them with you.
I know the disappointment of special events lost; weddings, grandchildren, birthdays....
I understand your broken hearts thus broken dreams.
I know the tears in your eyes
as you awake for the day and realize your life without your angel
those same tears run down my cheeks.
I know the tears at the end of the day
as you realize you just lived another day without holding your angel
and it just doesn't seem right or even possible,
but maybe tonight, the dreams will be of beautiful memories of times with your child.
I do not brag that I understand the unfathomable...
we have suffered an insurmountable loss,
our babies were loss to this world.
The world will never understand this unbearable loss.
The world will never know the talents, smiles, abilities of our angels.
Our angels have unique hearts and talents;
they could have inspired the masses in incredible ways.
Were they really ready to move on?
Was their time here really completed?
Didn't they have so much more to do here?
Don't they need to be with us as we do with them?
Doesn't God know that a mother MUST be with her babies?
Like you,
I've found that there are no answers to these questions,
just more questions.
Only expectations of a heavenly day,
when we will once again rejoined with the child/children that filled our hearts with joy,
will our hearts be repaired. and light with joy once more.
Daily, I ask for today be that day.
Someday. Someday, as we once again hold our child, we will understand.
We will understand the grand master plan.
Our hearts will be full as we know we'll never be without our children again.
This day will be the ultimate homecoming,
the ultimate celebration.
But for now, we are still in school learning our difficult lessons.
Graduation from the school is required to be with our babies once more.
Our babies graduated before us and graciously await our commencement ceremony.
For now,
we will continue to hold our child's smile dear in every breath, every thought, every act.
Tears will continue to fill the harsh emptiness of our hearts.
During our long wait, we have each other; our special friends.
We will continue to hold onto those who share our pain
as they too are in this Hell.
Together, we will learn the lessons left here for us to conquer.
Together, we will cry great tears, celebrate incredible lives, and love beautiful angels.
We will welcome messages from 'the other side.'
We will cry tears of joys when someone remembers our angels special days.
We will share tears of pain and remembrance when one of these friends are hurting.
Our tears will join a river when another family joins our cause. Isn't there a cure for this?
We are forever joined through an unspeakable event that changed our lives forever.
However, our angel babies joined US together with each other.
It's their way of protecting and loving us,
of leaving us in a safe place until we are reunited with them again.
This togetherness has a special purpose.
It is a purpose full of tears, smiles, support, heart break.
It is our road to PEACE.
Thank you Melissa.
Thank you for choosing me as your Mome'.
Thank you for teaching me how to love completely and grow without fear.
Thank you for our special times together, though they were too short.
Thank you for giving me these beautiful hearts
and friends to bond to in the midst of the greatest heartache.
Thank you for what we have learned through the sheering pain.
I love you and miss you Angel.
Until we are together again,
keep talking to me in your special ways.
And keep teaching me the golden lessons.
You are my everything.
My baby, my best friend, my angel, my soul mate.
I Love you to heaven and back.
Mome'
(Sammie Sue)
Mome' to Melissa Danielle "Lissabee" Andersen
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